Take a glance here; Love's Life

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back."  - Maiyunna

Once again, I let you in
Falling so quickly, so indefensibly
It always ends up being the death of me
But once again I put my heart in your hands
And without knowing, you go behind my back

I still love you,
I always have,
And always will.
I'm no good at letting go.

My heart you hypnotize
I fall for your disguise
We always wind up on the same situation
But my heart is in the way, fogging up realization

I still want to be with you,
But you've kept me on hold.
I've been by your side for much too long.
So I thought I should move on,
I thought I could be strong.

But once you were gone,
I found it hard to even find reason.
Reason to wake up,
Reason to live,
Reason to keep breathing,
Reason to give,
This life another chance,
This world another glance,
From a different point of view,
But I still only saw you.

I don't know what it is or why
but every time you come back, you seem to have changed
Yet again it always has the same ending
I catch myself pretending.

You left me crushed, destroyed, defeated
Out of the blue you come back and repeat it
Once again' broken hearted
Separated, left departed
You give me something to live for
Than out of the grapevine
You leave my heart on the floor

You Left me there tearing, bleeding
Somewhere, hiding out there
Thoughtless, emotionless without a care, no plea
not a care in the world of
what you done to me.

I never wanted to say those things I did,
But I was tired of getting hurt.

I waited for only disappointment.

You knew it wouldn't work.

Did you like giving me false hopes?
Your words are the ropes,
That hang me high off the ground.
The choking lies that wrap around,
My throat so tightly ,
The sight unsightly .

Hanging breathlessly , Swaying lifelessly ,
Forever endlessly .

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" I have learn that, you've got to accept the fact that life isn't a fairy tale; things aren't always happily ever after. Things like magic wishes, Prince Charming and true love doesn't happen in real life. Magic wishes come from money, Prince Charming shallow idiot with a bad haircut and overpriced clothes. And true love? Ah, true love is one-sided, Ace. You love her, she loves someone else. She loves you, you love someone else. Never quite works out does it? So you end up with some actor pretending to be your true love. Real considerate of someone to let you know reality was like that before being thrown into it. 'If you wish, it'll happen.' Well, wish in one hand and crap in the other and see which one fills up faster. " - Maiyunna

Welcome to reality.

Enjoy your stay